[EDIT]What's normal to spider is chaos to the fly.




"EVERYONE NEEDS A CARRIE!" 

Saturday, FEBRUARY 22
The Moon spends the day in the sign of Aquarius, and the Sun-Uranus sextile brings a similar theme of progress today. The Sun with Uranus tends to stimulate our willingness to adapt to new circumstances, ideas, and unfamiliar situations. Group connections can be enlightening, and we’ll do best for ourselves if we embrace flexibility and innovation. We might arrive at creative solutions to problems and make improvements now.
While spirits are high and we’re excited about change, the Moon is Balsamic and it’s void all day, making it essential to avoid important new beginnings or launches. Winding down makes the most sense now.
The Moon is void all day.

It's my 34th birthday today. 

I will sheepishly admit I am relieved to have survived my 33rd year. 

The reasons why will make sense as this blog manifests. 

I've finally decided to direct my energies and channel my thoughts and ideas. 

My home, school and this blog will be what I dedicate those energies towards. 

I want to show synchronicities and other mystical aspects of my life. 

I am obsessed with documentation. I am ocd as heck too, so ocd and obsessed I can't even express it lol 

this has been a hard life, this round. My family members are ghosts of some karmic play thats in its finishing chapter. Ive ended my relationships with all of  my family members, today was the end with my grandma. I only communicate with one of my grandparents and now that has ended. This will be a new way. Hard to say what is right because i believe that life is above a personal projected morality onto nature.

ive been learning my natal chart. it is so right on. 

my sun is Pisces, 

moon is Leo

mid-heaven is Capricorn. 

I am learning mid-heaven right now, because its over career and relevant. Also sychronistic because the channel I subscribe to uses her IT persons chart, who's name is Carrie/Keri, lol:

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3HqL8DSDGU)

Capricorn Mid-heaven wants to care for others. They know exactly what they can accomplish. They are usually confident and able to handle almost any situation. People with a Capricorn Mid-heaven are patient, fair and careful. They have an air of authority that others innately trust. Work is taken very seriously, and they always look before they leap. It may seem like they are ignoring others, but really, they are just completely focused on what they are working on. They use caution in all cases that may have effects on their status or reputation. They are not afraid of competition or hard work to achieve their goals of power and authority. Abuse of these things can result in public disgrace.

Those with a Capricorn Mid-heaven want to make a positive impact on the world. Reliable and responsible, they always have something they are working on. Goals are important to them and they will do whatever necessary to meet them. A structured career works best for them, where they can see the steps to follow to progress. Anything that gives them stability, wealth and success may be considered. They have a strong sense of duty and dedication. Responsibility and pressure come along with this.

People with a Mid-heaven in Capricorn are practical and systematic. Options are good. They don't like to feel trapped in anything, even a career. They may end up holding in their feelings and avoiding painful situations so they can remain objective. When they are in a situation where they can express their feelings, you will get to know the real person. They know how to gain respect from those around them and how to make the most of their resources and time.

Individuals with a Mid-heaven in Capricorn have a spiritual nature that may be above the petty concerns of the earthly world around them. Circumstances that don't make sense are true tests for people with a Capricorn Mid-heaven. If they try to answer these tests without understanding the big picture, they may become judgmental and bitter. If they can work their way through these situations, they may end up rising above them and finding their inner strength. They make excellent mentors. They would be wise to listen to the signals they get from their body to tell them when to pull back and take it easy.